The Past 8 Years

1. Work life
I am still working with the same organization. Almost 2 years ago they created a new division, which is now a Unit, and I am heading it. Yes, I am no longer heading the Corporate Communication Unit. Do I like what I do now? Hmmm. No comment.

2. Sports
I stopped playing netball in around 2015. I began to be active on other sport..the non-team ones. I started bootcamp workout. I started Spartan training. I broke my arm in 2017 and got a 7inch titanium plate implanted in my arm. I am more focused on building my body strength now. I dont run as much. Completed 3 spartan races so far. I kinda love it.

3. Social
I dont go out much. I guess I can say that I am my own bestfriend. I do have close friends..but I think I tend to stop people from getting to know me on a deeper level, even as friends. But when there are people around, I am still talkative and all. I figured that I am an antisocial extrovert.

4. Love life
Been single since 2013. Stopped believing in love.

5. Family
Now its just me and my parents. I love being the only child! hahaha! I am closer than ever with my mama. Both are my everything.

6. Academic
Graduated in 2013 with a Second Upper Degreee Honors in Business.
Currently doing the Certified Financial Planning course under the Financial Planning Association of Singapore.
I am an accredited Associate Financial Planner.

7. Others
Approaching a big 4.0. this year and excited!!

I guess I can say that some things dont go as planned BUT they go BETTER!! The mainstream is SUPER BORING and predictable. Of course, being a Bruneian, people tend to label you. "eh, tua udah alum kawin", "cari tah laki!", "jadi andartu?".. I just dont care anymore at this point. I could refute and say "ko atu brapa kali udah bcarai?", "laki mu begila, tau ko?", tapi mls ku. I feel sad that they feel "superior" just because things are going NORMALLY AND EXPECTED of them. Kesian.

So prolly this is why I dont have that many "normal" friends.. i dont need them if they dont get me. I got just what I needed at this point (although I dont mind a bit more money 🙈).

Okay, til mt next post. Toodles!

WHAT? IT IS 2019??

OH MY GOD, how time flies!!

I just posted something i drafted in 2011 because I finally got the access to this blogspot!! I didnt really read it, but, boy, oh, boy, soooooooo many things have changed now!! I am gonna do a quick update about me in my next post..

Be prepared to know the new me (the OLD me? oh well!)

And its December 2011!!??

oh...wow,guys.. i cnt believe i hvnt wrote anything here since LAST YEAR!!!

i guess i have a lot t update..but then again, i know nobody's reading me... so im actually talking to myself. i guess. ok...now, leta update what i had been doing since jan 2011:

1. Went to Vietnam and represented my beloved country in the Asean Golden Voice Festival.... and, guess what? i got the golden award!! it is still like a dream to me.. it was my first time in vietnam, and i had a lot of fun.. i hv to thank ka'yats, ka ct, n my manager, hans anuar for believing in me. its definitely a huge milestone for me.. =) oh, yeah, n i also made new friends there with singers from other Asean countries... great,great time!!

thd

2. started the 2nd semester for my 2nd year degree study. the modules were really hard...i think its the hardestt so far!!Financial Management...oh,my...nitemareee!! BUT, grace to Allah, I passed all of my module...eventho the grades were not that attractive.. got A+, B+, B, and a C (yes, m financial management!)

3. This year had also been a busy ear for my family... my youngest sister : married this year. Hey, now.. dont give me that look!! im totally ok and,in fact, really happy that my dearest little sister found her man. Anyway, her wedding was June, and some ceremonies were held in may...right aftr my exams. oh, oh, n now, my sister is 7 mths pregnant!! ok, wipe that look off your face!!

4. hmm..watelse... oh yes, n im still active in netball. tourneys here n there...some we won, some we lost. but the big tourney is the brunei netball league...yeaaaa....my team n i practse a lot...we want to win as much game as possible!! but, of course , there are now a lot of good n really strong teams!!

5. As for my love life.. hmm.. i dont know. if things go well, then we r well. the honeymoon period aka the falling-in-love stage is over...n we all know that "falling in love" and "being in love" are the different stages of love.. i am more eager on the "what's next" bit, tho...

My love life

People who knows me well KNOWS that once im in love...im in love..and there'd be no one else except that person that i love in my life... no matter how bad i am...there wud always be just one man in my heart...

Now, as i mentioned before, i broke up with my ex (apparently!) and found myself another man... ok, before u call me a b$%ch, a player, or anything in that category, i have one thing to say... I REALLY DONT CARE WAT U THINK!!!=p

Basically, things did not work out between me n him...im not sure wat happened between us, but everything just changed...it was not the same anymore, and i felt that we were not going anywhere with our relationship. he has everything i looked for in a man...but that everything means nothing if our path is heading to a very vague direction...I had nothing to hold on to... We are in good terms, tho! =)

The new guy in my life, is not so new...i've known him since he was a kid! haha!! but we only started to really know each other this year... i didnt realise i fell for him until one day, when we went out and i felt really comfortable around him!!we talk about anything, EVERYTHING!! the fact that he's my friend made it easier for us to connect with each other, and i felt that we could make a real good team together!!

I dont wanna talk much about him...i dont wanna jinx it.. but my point is, he takes me to a different level (emotionally, duh!)...=) im happy...

Its December 2010!!

OMG!!!From April, and now its December??where was i for the past 8 months?! Ok, quick update :

1. I passed my exam (the one in May) with an 'Okay' result...1 A, 2 Bs, 2 Cs

2. I got the scholarship to France for the 1 month Summer School (28th July - 2nd August)...it was GREATTTT!!!I got the BEST result in my class...and i spoke a whole lotsa FRENCH!! (on top of it, it was my THIRD time in FRANCE!!n i still LOVE it there!!)

3. I started my 2nd year of uni in August, and the modules are ALL VERY VERY HARD!!I pretty much sucked at all of em..=(

4. Me and Duan broke up... =(

5. Im currently with Adeq =) =) =)

6. My Exams were REALLY REALLY REALLY hard, i have a bad feeling about my result...=((

7. Im still active with my Netball...But i gained 5kg.. =?

8. I lost Milo, my very dearest cat when i was in France.. ="""(

9. I still sing, but not so much, due to my study...=(

10. I have not got a decent vacation (away from the country) since January!! =((

I will talk about some of these points soon!!

Oxygen for the brain

I am doing this last assignment due this thursday. I am still working on it, its not easy. On top of that, I also need to do a personal statement for a summer school in France...my chance of getting it? 30% kali... 

Ok, so the modules so far. I am still not satisfied over us having to take ICT..but I have no choice but to study this module!I am most concern with Business Statistics. Its just SO hard!!! For Corporate Communication, I found that we will be required to do 4 essays during the exams. 4 essays in 2 hours...i wonder how i will be able to do it. French, it is, indeed, getting super hard!! 

Ok, ok...i need to focus on my assignment now. tata!!

2 more weeks

to what? EXAM!!

Yes, m i panicking? m i? u think i am? well, no i am not. Ofcourse I AM!! I need to review my revision sessions. I will stop my netball activities starting next week (help me god!) and start to go intensive 24-hr sleep depriving mode!! wuuuhuuuuu!! I just hope i can do this. 

I dont know what else to say now..my brain doesn't wrk well during the day..apparently. Maybe il c u tonite.