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Got d pixxxx!!!

I got em!!well..a few of em..

We went for a photoshoot session last weekend for our album cover..i blogged about this in multiply, but here i just wanna share some of the pix dat i just received. I haven't got all of d pix, yup..we took a wholo lotaa pix but only will be used for the album... I know this one will definitely not be one of em because this is just us being silly..having fun on a sunday afternoon in Ramadhan..to get our minds off empty tummy and exhaustion..it was FUN!!

Lazeheeyy

Hi guys...

14th day of Ramadhan..wow!Its been 2 weeks already...Im so enjoying this month. Its the month when im at my most peaceful place. Working from 8am to 2pm, without having to worry about b/fast or lunch or snack-breaks (yumm) and being really focus at getting my job done (duh!as if thats possible!).

And there's another thing as well..other than work. I have a few issues jumblin in my head. And it makes me confused. I have always been confused, my friends know this about me. I cant really say it here, but i need to make a decision...I need to choose between the two. Whenever i think about it, i feel like i want to run away...so i dun have to make a decision. Professionally, yeah, i can make decisions..but when it comes to something that i feel would have great impact on my life...i go numb. Maybe im being careful..but my time is running out...I need to decide soon..I wish there's a sign sumwer that could help me decide and act on it. Its tough tough job..

Remember when we were little? We used to think that life is about studying, getting a job, having a family, and die. We never thought of any complication. hmmh...

Im sleepy. Its still early..but im bored...i dun feel like going out...I sleep dulu ah...gdnite..

Happy Ramadhan

Happy Ramadhan Everybody!!!

I wrote here TWICE!!!and BOTH i couldnt publish!!!!WHY :

1st piece --> stupid explorer diverted my page!!!

2nd piece --> stupid amah unplugged the wifi cable!!!my upload was unsuccessful and i got an empy 'create post' page!!

suxxxx!!

Happy Ramadhan everybody!Today is the 9th day of Ramadhan and its 9 in the morning. I find it funny that im up this early on a Friday!!I didnt go out lastnite, i was supposed to see a couple of my frens n enjoy shisha..but i had tummy ache,STILL aching rite now, so i had to pass!damn!

However, i slept at around 3am. I spent my times chatting online wif my buds and left them chatting alone when i fell asleep..hehehe.



You know, I was actually halfway on my blog last few days but due to some connection error, i couldnt continue and LOST that piece!!it sux!!I was talking about how i love my job in that piece..dang..i guess my lappy dun wanna kno nuthin about it!



Today i feel like expressing my feelings, but i cant do it...because its just waaay too hard!!



hmmh..ok,il just update you with what i been doing since the first Ramadhan. We had a family gathering during the first day, we celebrated the birthday of those who were born in August..including my two cute twin nieces!Mama distributed small pieces of paper to us containing a range of 4 numbers. These are the Juzuks we are assigned to read during the month.



My frens n i planned to break our fast together after 2 weeks of Ramadhan. It was the third day of Ramadhan when jules picked me up to go to Nyonya Restaurant and meet the rest of the gang!!hahha!It was Lon's plan, he wants to have sungkai together to celebrate his last day of wrk. But it was not his last day of work. I know!!im confused,too!!We went shisha after that and watched a late nite movie...Perng Mang..A horror thai movie. The movie was ok...the beginning was quite scarry, i screamed a LOT..but towards the end, I find it sloowww....Lon and jules fell asleep..



We went home at around 2am..i had my sahur and stayed up until its almost 6am...and got up at 3pm..hehehe...its a sunday!!



Working during Ramadhan is GURRREEEAAATT!!yes!!the 8am-2pm office hour is just greattt!!altho i always went back at almost 3 because of the annoying traffic!!I find myself really productive during this time. I guess the no eating,no bitch-about, no anger, make the office a nice place to wrk in.



Today, im going to break my fast with Jimmy. I didnt expect us to break our fast this soon, because he told me he wud break his fast with me next week..hmm..

What i been up to?

Hi guys...

last i blogged was almost 2 weeks ago.. I went to the dentist 2 days after dat and just before i flew to KL, we had a lil surprise bday for one of my dearest fren at Kg Batu Marang. It was the 2nd time i went there. Im pretty sure that the next time I have visitors from my office or frens visiting Brunei, I would definitely take them there! However, its pretty spooky at nite..ehehe..or maybe its just me..i am one those easily-spooked beings!

Anyway, we stayed at his place till 12 in the morning (we were counting down for his actual birthday), and i headed home at almost 2am. I started packing my stuff and slept at 4am to get up at 6am!!Yes, I had to get up early because my flight was at 8am..I cudnt get mad at myself..hehe..i shudve done this n that to avoid the rush..but,hey,its me!

I stayed in KL for 6 days, and got back last Friday. Good thing i start work on Monday..so i had 2 more days to enjoy my precious moment AWAY from wrk!haha!The day i got back from KL, the first n foremost thing i did was visit my newborn nieces. UHUH,YES, NIECESSS!!!My sis gave birth to beautiful twins!!!Its the first generation of twins,ever!!And they are soooooo cuteeee..Nasha Eelini came first, and a minute later, Fasha Eelini came... They are the sisters of my munchkin Sabrina Eelini. Eventho Nasha came first, Fasha seems to be a bit chubbier than her. We can tell that Nasha is the cool one, and Fasha is the cranky one!

I went to see my frens afterwards and insisted on playin pool!!We played till 1am!! The next day, i got up at 3pm. I was supos to see my frens during lunch time because we planned to check-in at Empire Hotel. Apparently, I couldnt, my eyes didnt want me to. I went to my fren's house before all of us went to Empire Hotel for some 'gathering'. It was sooo much fun. We slept at around 5am and got up at 1130am. Empire bed rulessss!!!!nyaman ani wah tidur ahhh!!We checked out at around 4pm, and then met again at around 7pm for shisha,cards,and pool. I went home at 1am, slept at 2am, got up at 650am..WORKKKKKK!!!!

My first day of workkk!!! I was actually motivated to work. Yeah..i missed it..i miss edrunning around...i missed calling ppl n meeting ppl..i missed my desk...missed arguing with my superior..hehe..i just missed work! As soon as i got to my desk...there were PLLLLENTYY to be done!!!turned out for this week alone I had to do 4 press releases!!i was like, WOW!!!im working babbbyyyy!!!!

I just started jogging yesterday...my first 3km after,wat,3 mths??now..every part of my body aches!!!Im gettin my brain, my mouth, n my body movinn extremely fast!!kekajutan eh...

ok...gotta go to bed now..no more late nites...(for now,hehe!)

Mwahs!!

Paying my dues..

Its Wednesday..eh,no its Thu..its already past 2am!!I just got back from d'royalle hangin out with the peeps. Im on leave,yes,i mentioned it in my previous post. I didnt do much day-activities since saturday..hehe..

Last Friday was my last show for now, as i dun hv no more bookings to fulfill. Therefore,i decided to utilise my leave to pay my dues...yes..i hv been fasting since saturday, which explains why i dont do much day-activities. So, i get up during mid-day and start my activity from 3 onwards..which carries on till as late as..well..2am.. I kinda miss rehearsals and practises.. n..wrk?hmmm...a little..bcuz i dun wanna tink abt it,im tryin my best not to tink of it..eventho the workaholic part of my brain keeps on bugging me..but im shuttin it dwn,temporarily saja.. I know il the bulk i need to deal with wen i start wrk early Sept!! I was supossed to go back to wrk next week, but i they are sending me to KL to attend a 3-day conference this Monday, which means im flying off this sunday and coming back on Thursday. .I do consider this wrk..il be away frm office,rite?no bosses,no trays...so i choose to declare this as an extended leave for myself!hehe!!

Tomorrow, i mean, today, i will hv to go the office to get my ticket and stuff, so i need to get up a lil bit early.

Actually i wanted to write about sumtin..but now i dun remember..hmm..maybe nxt blog..

:)

Yeay!sunday again!

Its a sunday...*yawn*

Just got up!!Its been a vey busy week for me. My boss was on leave, meetings, shows,prctses!all week long!hehe..well not exactly the whole week. I been having a good 3 day rest since friday. Satuday off due to Isra' Mikraj's public holiday. My frens and i been hangin out since thu nite..also unplanned sleepovers at my place for 2 nites. Yesterday,had a good lunch at Nyonya's, and a good dinner/hangouts at SnS. I went back home at around 3am..and today..i got up at almost 1pm..hehe!loving sunday! Later in d afternoon, we will be heading to the beach...yeay!!

But then..tomorrow is monday..urgh!can i just not think of monday?well sure i can, for i will be on leave beginning tuesday!!!yeeeeeeeeeeeehaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!altho i do have to come to the office to attend some leadership program,but i dun hv to wrk!hehe..just sit and attend the one-day course!and an hour meeting!heheh!!

I hv so many things to do next week, i need to get clothes for my show, i need to go to the dentist,colour my hair,prctses (duh!). And then,the week aftr that..im off to KL!!no..not holiday..i hv to attend a conference there..at least its out of the country..hehe!

I better take a shower now..its 3pm..

ciao!

prctse prctse prctse

I just got back frm my practice..i have 2 more shows before i can reaaaally rest..I was wif hans, he seemed exhausted as well. July is indeed one of the very tiring month!!oh,wait,its August!!hehe..my bad...

HM's festivities are coming to an end tomorrow. Its the most anticipated night by his subjects..the PARADE!!or,we call it TANGLONG!!I was suppos to participate,but due to unforeseen circumstances, it had to be cancelled. Its good for me..hehe..orelse u wud hear me braggin abt d practses.

At the moment, im practisin for another event,which will be held Aug 7th. Its some sorta cultural nite..i had to sing cultural songs. Im not good in it..I never sang songs like that, well,maybe once or twice (which i dun remember when). Im trying my very best. I hope i can carry the songs well. I have such a lousy voice....

worth it..

wat a week....

My sunday had nvr felt so good..i got at 2pm. Got back from KB at around 3am. Yes, i went to KB. For the past 2 days, i had to go to and fro!The nite before, i got back at around 2am..and had to work the day aftr dat. So u can imagine just how so so so dark d circle around my (already dark) eyes!! I look at the mirror..horrified!!

I had 3 shows this week. 1 in Bandar, and 2 in KB. Unfortunately, the 2 in KB took place 2 days in a row..Friday and Saturday!!I wished i could just stay with my fiance..but i had to wrk the next morning. Its 2 days of rushing to KB and 2 nites of lazy drive back to Bandar..so so so tiring...oh..and worst of all..2 nites of make-ups on my face!!

But today..sunday is so relaxing..Im at home rite now. In the living room, with my family. We are having Doa Selamat for my nephew who just got out of the hospital . Its noisy and pretty annoying because the kids are screaming and running around..but its also nice...its good..this is my family...my home...sumhow i miss this..

Ok..im off now..gotta eat..mum's cooking!!yummmm!!!

feverish house

*yawn*

I feel so lazy today..its sunday. Got up at around 1230pm,i was gettin back on my lost sleep-hours...but then again,i slept at 4am lastnite,meaning i slept the normal 8 hours!!*yawn*Its beena very busy week, with wrk in the morning and activities at nite. And its not just for this week!!My weekly schedule is packed until August!!17th August,to be exact!!I will take my leave mid August,tho, we are planning to go to kk,me and my frens..then i might be sent to KL to attend a conference end of August...*sigh*

Oh,yeah, the reason im here is to say that i havent fully recovered!!!i tink this is the worst year ever for my voice!!I tink its recovered by 90% or less. Hmm..i know its got sumtin to do wif my sleep behaviour...I hvnt had enough sleep since forever!!And everybody at home is sick!just last week, my two nephews and my dad were admitted to the Hospital..they are ok now,except for my other nephew..who is still in the hospital..so kesian liat iaaa....

In this pic, he's not really sleeping!!He is faking it..blabih!Md Adi Musa...I missed him not being around..i have nobody to pick on..bt d last time i visited him, i did tease him n made him cry..hehehe..

wheezin cough

got up at around 12pm today!!slept like a babyy.....I hvnt fully recovered from my fever. My voice is still monstrous. I lost it completely last sunday, now i got around 80% of it back..Alhamdulillah. I hope i will fully recover by the 16th..i dun want another embarassing nite..:(

Now im coughing a lot..i tink its the phlegmin out stage of recovery now. Please phlegm out soonnn!!!

YESS!!!she got 2nd place!!!Its not the best place..but for an 8 yr old gurl, its waaaayy good enough!!!she had to compete with those who are older than her. Not that old lah, the maximum age is 12...

Im so proud of her. She's so small!!and she is SUPER TALENTED!!!Im so happy for herrr!!SO HAPPY!!! Sabrina Eelini Bte Hj Mayalin...Mitmom loves u!!my lil munchkinnn!!!

Just wen i needed it the most

y?y oh y??Its one of the nites i'v been waiting for...I had been informed of this nite 2 months back and i had made myself prepared!!But just wen the nite came..i lost it..the one thing i needed the most...my voice... I woke up today with a terrible flu and my head was spinnin.. No,i sed to myself,do not layan this damam feeling..it will go away...just get some sleep n u will feel better.. i was SO wrong!! During the one hour trip with my dearest frens, i was experimenting my sick voice..urghh..sick..i tell u..i sounded sick!!! But I still had most of it..i mean,i cud still do the high pitch and all. Just when i got there,and it was 5 minutes before its my turn, i lost it. I went ons stage, apologising to the audience of my condition..i felt so bad for torturing them with my monstrous voice!!I tried..i tried my very best..apparently its my worst!! In front of those highly intellectual ppl...I made a fool of myself..I just wish they forgive me. I really didnt expect this to happen..:( I promised them il give my best next time..but will there be a nxt time for me frm them?i hope so....

Signin off. Moonstrous.

Sick Again!!

Didnt know it was coming!!I was fine before,but yday morning i feel kinda..sick.. It started from my nose..or nasal sumtin..i knew that flu is coming my way frm d feel of it. I took rinafort before i went out..hey..its thursday nite..i deserve sum chillin out,rite.. Usually i go home at 2-3am,but lastnite,i had to give in. My eyes were droooopy..I had to say g'bye to my fellas..head home and slept as early as 1230!!! I woke up today at 1215!!Felt so heavy..my head felt like somebody just put tonnes of rocks!!i cudnt breath easy!!felt like sumbdy stuck furballs up my nose!!

I was supos to go shopping today wif my dearest gurlfwens!!Just imaginin myself out there..in the sun..with my head n nose like this...urgghh..i just had to pass!!So now,here i am,typin nothin but this. Im not going out today..or tonite. Its an unplanned resting day for me. I need this rest, for tomorrow will be a very busy day for me.

Sux eh!

Ok..i admit..

Alright..alright..i admit it..i may not be a frequent blogger..but yea,i DO blog. Its just that i dont do it here. Its too..hmm..obvious?i dunno..d fact that this is a 'blog' spot makes it really 'there' for ppl to see and read. Where i do my bloggin?other sites..and its restricted for my contacts only.

But i dunno why,sumhow tonite,i feel like writing sumtin here. I just finished washin my car (aka baby cel) and right now,im listening to my niece singing. Yea,she got in d final for Bintang Kecil,and she wanted me to listen to her singing and comment on it..tough job..i must say. She picked an old number,but i guess its ok..suits her voice..except for the low part,she finds it difficult to reach that looowww tone. So,right now,im getting her to do the do re mi keys to make her vocal adapt to that low 'do' key...well..im not sure if thats the right thing to do,i do that,tho!hehe!

Ah..shes been singin for an hour now,n i need to shower. I hv to go now. I smell like baby cel's dirt!!eeww!! ciao!

help me

I signed up when i was in Paris. Im back in Brunei now. And i dont know how to change the language to English....helppp!! Its not gonna make much difference,since im not bloggin and all, tapi i want it to be in English...cana ni?i dont know how to do this..i checked the setting and cudnt find the language bit!! Je ne comprend pas l'francaise langue...

Hehe..

Hi..ermmm..well,guys,if u happened to click me and got directed to this blogspot,im sorry! Im not much of a blogger. Why i signed up?Because i need to get access to read my fav brunei blogger,and in order to do that, i need to sign up..i think.. (?)

Sorry again..im nobody..:) peace!