worth it..

wat a week....

My sunday had nvr felt so good..i got at 2pm. Got back from KB at around 3am. Yes, i went to KB. For the past 2 days, i had to go to and fro!The nite before, i got back at around 2am..and had to work the day aftr dat. So u can imagine just how so so so dark d circle around my (already dark) eyes!! I look at the mirror..horrified!!

I had 3 shows this week. 1 in Bandar, and 2 in KB. Unfortunately, the 2 in KB took place 2 days in a row..Friday and Saturday!!I wished i could just stay with my fiance..but i had to wrk the next morning. Its 2 days of rushing to KB and 2 nites of lazy drive back to Bandar..so so so tiring...oh..and worst of all..2 nites of make-ups on my face!!

But today..sunday is so relaxing..Im at home rite now. In the living room, with my family. We are having Doa Selamat for my nephew who just got out of the hospital . Its noisy and pretty annoying because the kids are screaming and running around..but its also nice...its good..this is my family...my home...sumhow i miss this..

Ok..im off now..gotta eat..mum's cooking!!yummmm!!!

feverish house

*yawn*

I feel so lazy today..its sunday. Got up at around 1230pm,i was gettin back on my lost sleep-hours...but then again,i slept at 4am lastnite,meaning i slept the normal 8 hours!!*yawn*Its beena very busy week, with wrk in the morning and activities at nite. And its not just for this week!!My weekly schedule is packed until August!!17th August,to be exact!!I will take my leave mid August,tho, we are planning to go to kk,me and my frens..then i might be sent to KL to attend a conference end of August...*sigh*

Oh,yeah, the reason im here is to say that i havent fully recovered!!!i tink this is the worst year ever for my voice!!I tink its recovered by 90% or less. Hmm..i know its got sumtin to do wif my sleep behaviour...I hvnt had enough sleep since forever!!And everybody at home is sick!just last week, my two nephews and my dad were admitted to the Hospital..they are ok now,except for my other nephew..who is still in the hospital..so kesian liat iaaa....

In this pic, he's not really sleeping!!He is faking it..blabih!Md Adi Musa...I missed him not being around..i have nobody to pick on..bt d last time i visited him, i did tease him n made him cry..hehehe..

wheezin cough

got up at around 12pm today!!slept like a babyy.....I hvnt fully recovered from my fever. My voice is still monstrous. I lost it completely last sunday, now i got around 80% of it back..Alhamdulillah. I hope i will fully recover by the 16th..i dun want another embarassing nite..:(

Now im coughing a lot..i tink its the phlegmin out stage of recovery now. Please phlegm out soonnn!!!

YESS!!!she got 2nd place!!!Its not the best place..but for an 8 yr old gurl, its waaaayy good enough!!!she had to compete with those who are older than her. Not that old lah, the maximum age is 12...

Im so proud of her. She's so small!!and she is SUPER TALENTED!!!Im so happy for herrr!!SO HAPPY!!! Sabrina Eelini Bte Hj Mayalin...Mitmom loves u!!my lil munchkinnn!!!

Just wen i needed it the most

y?y oh y??Its one of the nites i'v been waiting for...I had been informed of this nite 2 months back and i had made myself prepared!!But just wen the nite came..i lost it..the one thing i needed the most...my voice... I woke up today with a terrible flu and my head was spinnin.. No,i sed to myself,do not layan this damam feeling..it will go away...just get some sleep n u will feel better.. i was SO wrong!! During the one hour trip with my dearest frens, i was experimenting my sick voice..urghh..sick..i tell u..i sounded sick!!! But I still had most of it..i mean,i cud still do the high pitch and all. Just when i got there,and it was 5 minutes before its my turn, i lost it. I went ons stage, apologising to the audience of my condition..i felt so bad for torturing them with my monstrous voice!!I tried..i tried my very best..apparently its my worst!! In front of those highly intellectual ppl...I made a fool of myself..I just wish they forgive me. I really didnt expect this to happen..:( I promised them il give my best next time..but will there be a nxt time for me frm them?i hope so....

Signin off. Moonstrous.

Sick Again!!

Didnt know it was coming!!I was fine before,but yday morning i feel kinda..sick.. It started from my nose..or nasal sumtin..i knew that flu is coming my way frm d feel of it. I took rinafort before i went out..hey..its thursday nite..i deserve sum chillin out,rite.. Usually i go home at 2-3am,but lastnite,i had to give in. My eyes were droooopy..I had to say g'bye to my fellas..head home and slept as early as 1230!!! I woke up today at 1215!!Felt so heavy..my head felt like somebody just put tonnes of rocks!!i cudnt breath easy!!felt like sumbdy stuck furballs up my nose!!

I was supos to go shopping today wif my dearest gurlfwens!!Just imaginin myself out there..in the sun..with my head n nose like this...urgghh..i just had to pass!!So now,here i am,typin nothin but this. Im not going out today..or tonite. Its an unplanned resting day for me. I need this rest, for tomorrow will be a very busy day for me.

Sux eh!

Ok..i admit..

Alright..alright..i admit it..i may not be a frequent blogger..but yea,i DO blog. Its just that i dont do it here. Its too..hmm..obvious?i dunno..d fact that this is a 'blog' spot makes it really 'there' for ppl to see and read. Where i do my bloggin?other sites..and its restricted for my contacts only.

But i dunno why,sumhow tonite,i feel like writing sumtin here. I just finished washin my car (aka baby cel) and right now,im listening to my niece singing. Yea,she got in d final for Bintang Kecil,and she wanted me to listen to her singing and comment on it..tough job..i must say. She picked an old number,but i guess its ok..suits her voice..except for the low part,she finds it difficult to reach that looowww tone. So,right now,im getting her to do the do re mi keys to make her vocal adapt to that low 'do' key...well..im not sure if thats the right thing to do,i do that,tho!hehe!

Ah..shes been singin for an hour now,n i need to shower. I hv to go now. I smell like baby cel's dirt!!eeww!! ciao!