have you ever?

Hey guys...

Have u eer been in a situation where u feel that somebody is tryin to sabotage u..in some way? Thats how i feel right now. Call me paranoid...but a woman's instinct is always 60% right... Awu, banar...

But yeah, i have 40% of being wrong pulang jua...emmh!! Ntah ah, I hate negative thinkin..but im doing it right now. It bothers me so much that it made me think of anythin i do or say in the past which may had trigger some sensitive,revengeful, backstabber to do his/her stabbing... I know Im not the kind that can keep my mouth shut, simply because I love talking...and..well..i do make fun of ppl and myself...

So to you, revengeful backstabber, please do know that I have no intention to offend you...for i am the ignorant type when it comes to talking (and more).

And just in case that its not the revengeful but the plain curse-mouthed backstabber doing this (reminder - Im being paranoid), I know Im not perfect, so are you.. so,I dont mind if you wanna talk craps about me, just..u know...please..please...dont make it a tool to take away my precious gems...

And to my precious gems...stay here with me, like you always have whenever I feel down, happy, sad, disappointed..and alone... for i will never dessert u...ever...

~life is about loving..hate is about dying~