Gosh, I really am not the kind that complains a lot. But i just cannot help it.. Here's the thing, i know uni life is all about time management. But don't u think its impossible to manage time when the workload is just so unreasonable? U see, our exam will be in less than a month. And yet, our lecturers keep on dumping assignments for us. On top of that, we have to sit for tests to fulfill the 50% to 60% coursework grades. Just for the month of April alone!! As of now, I have completed 2 assignments (due for April), and I have 4 more to do!! I just do not understand how they expect we could really score for our assignments AND exams when the time given is just so..urgh..i don't know!! I really want to score for this semester!!i really do..but it seems to me that they are making it impossible!! I dont have problems going beyond my comfort zone, in fact, I love it, its a challenge for me...mentally and physically!! BUT not this time. This is waaaayyy beyond my uncomfortable zone. Really, its closer to my insanity level. I hope i stay sane.
Ok, so some of you may wonder, why am i spending time whining about this when i can just focus on completing my assignments? the answer is, I have been spending 12 hours in front of my laptop now. 12 hours. I need this break.
To be honest, I am now questioning the credibility of the core modules for this semester. I am. The only thing i have left with me right now is my unused business mind. I miss work so much...i miss doing roadshows!!i miss giving talks!!i miss dealing with clients!!i miss my Public Relations activities!!i miss dealing with people!!i miss my office!!i miss everything!! But this is what my office needed me to do..to take up this degree..to be able to handle more work challenges..SO, it is this that motivates me to strive the hardest for success.. (even to a point of impossibility)
I love my job.
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